I wanna apoloygize to all the people who involved in this event which is caused by stupid me.
Recently, I've realised that i am a person who really dunt understand myself much.
As I've hurt someone beloved by us all, and the peoples I love.
I felt guilty, that's true.
I dunt think that i am able to be such a cool person who utterly ignore others feelings.
I do care.
And, I wanna to comfort the sorry feelings that I've gave.
In fact, I cant figure out any possible methods that won't hurt anybody.
That's why I've tried my very best to pretend to be the one u never familiar with,
and saying something rude to make you feel unpleasent to hear.
By doing so, I hope I could make u disappointed, swear not to concern me anymore and hence you can leave me.
Perhaps, I am a bit selfish as you are highly possible to think that I am a bitch.
However, in my point of view, this is my only way to allow me to let you go.
I cannot let myself bring any trouble to you anymore, as i've brought too much to you.
I cannot be your burdent, I should let you go.
Please forgive me of saying those words, I knew they really hurt.
And please forgive youself form the relationship in the past.
Actually, you've the biggest involvement that I've ever seen and experienced.
I am totally impressed by your bearing and careful.
You're a real man.
So, I hope you could find your girl to spent your love with and meet her in the right time.
I know you could find your fabulous girl, my dear.
The past is past, no matter what we've done and how hard we've tried, it's past and forever.
The things we can blame are all about the wrong time we meet and things that passing by.
I wish you can always be happy. ;]